Jouno Saigiku (
pricelesstears) wrote2022-04-17 11:47 pm
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Entry tags:
@suehiro.
[ Jouno has been awake for a little while now, though his senses haven't returned. From what he understands, it might take up to a week for them to come back entirely. It's a vulnerable state to be in, and Jouno isn't fond of it. He hesitates, even, to see those close to him; if there's anything he truly despises, it's appearing to be weak.
And weak is exactly what he feels like right now.
Despite how terrible he's been to her since her hire, Takemi has been taking better care of Jouno than he'd expected. He's pretty sure he's babbled to her about some embarrassing things while under the influence of pain killers, but he doesn't want to think about that. Still, because she is who he's seen most, it's her that he expects to come through the door.
Normally, Jouno would be able to tell Tetcho by the sound of his footsteps alone, but as it is, he can hardly hear them. Instead, the quiet sound barely alerts him to the presence of someone else. Instead, it's the blurry vision of a shadow entering the room that tells him someone is there at all.
For once, his pure white eyes are open wide. ]
Doctor...? I said I was fine.
And weak is exactly what he feels like right now.
Despite how terrible he's been to her since her hire, Takemi has been taking better care of Jouno than he'd expected. He's pretty sure he's babbled to her about some embarrassing things while under the influence of pain killers, but he doesn't want to think about that. Still, because she is who he's seen most, it's her that he expects to come through the door.
Normally, Jouno would be able to tell Tetcho by the sound of his footsteps alone, but as it is, he can hardly hear them. Instead, the quiet sound barely alerts him to the presence of someone else. Instead, it's the blurry vision of a shadow entering the room that tells him someone is there at all.
For once, his pure white eyes are open wide. ]
Doctor...? I said I was fine.
no subject
tetcho very deliberately grabs jouno's chin and tries to coax him to look at tetcho. ] I said that you're pretty. [ oh he knows jouno heard, he's just being a pest. ] You are pretty, your eyes are pretty too. Like snow.
And I love you. [ because he will never tire of saying that. ]
no subject
Don't say stuff like that. [ About his eyes, at least. It's strange. He can't remember the last time anyone saw them, for one. Almost self-conscious, he closes them again -- but he doesn't like being without some sense of his surroundings. It makes him too nervous, and he swallows, and they're open again before long, fixated again on the shadow that is his boyfriend. ]
You sound so dumb. [ His lips quirk slightly, almost a smile. He won't say it, but he loves him, too. Pathetically so. ]
no subject
I've never asked how you lost your sight.
no subject
[ The statement makes him pause. Even in his bleary pain killer induced state, he's not sure he wants to talk about it, or at least, not the full details of it. He might not have cared before if Tetcho knew about his past, but seeing him lose faith in him had changed that. Now he's not sure what Tetcho would think, or if it would be too much for him. ]
I got an infection.
[ It isn't a lie. It's simply only part of the story. ]